A colorful journey of my life.

Assalamulaikum... Hye. Just finish my trial and revision week. On study week now. But so much things to do. Hahaha, A few of my friends ask me : Mim, how would you move out with this much of things in your room? Bring a lorry huh? I just laugh. And now, I started to move out with a few of my things. I came back yesterday with a super duper big and heavy big. I am not sure how I manage to go up by stairs while carrying the bag? Anyhow, I survived! But today, when I was climbing the stairs with the less heavy bag than yesterday, there as a group of students. I think they are around 15 and 17 years old. While I was carrying the bag, one of them ask me, "Kak, nak tolong angkat tak? Nampak macam berat je?" And I answered. "Eh, tak apa. Boleh angkat ni. Berat ke?" Menolak lah tu kononnya. But at last, he still carry the bag for me. And just when he pick up the bag, he says. "Eh, beratnya! Kuatlah akak ni!" But still he insisted and carry it...

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh. People said, when you are studying, staring into the wall seem more interesting. And that's true for me right now. I was thinking about something and I don't know what it is? Anyway, just anyway. My friend once asked me, how would you survive if one of your room mates decided not to talk to you? Ini memang perangai budak-budak asrama. Kat sekolah dulu, aku selalu ada jumpa seseorang yang tak mau cakap. Bukannya dia tak mau cakap sampai bila-bila pun. Mungkin dia ada mood swing ka apa, who knows right? And sometimes I also the one who will not talk. Sebab aku kan memang jenis cakap banyak, so when I don't talk, it's so weird. Tapi selalunya, kalau tak ada topik, aku memang tak akan cakap. Except for my friends who I will talk without a full stop and she'll also talk without a full stop. Haha, ridiculous, right? Anyway, aku dah merapu, So, see ya! Wassalam.

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh. I've got to write this fast. Zohor dah masuk and I don't even start any account exercise yet. Ayik baca ja. Entah benda apa yang aku baca pun aku dah blur. Well, this thing about dunia. Every single thing is protested. Semua benda dah dijadikan politics issue. Sebab dah nak pilihanraya, kan? Anyway, aku baru masuk 20 years old. Tak layak mengundi pun. So taknak cakap apa-apa. Hidup kita ada pada diri kita sendiri dan nyawa kita ada pada ALLAH. Bukan pada orang lain. Saja buat muqaddimah. Bukan nak cakap fasal benda tu pun sebenarnya. Hari ni, aku terbaca sesuatu. Hahaha, well, I kinda worried about that. People always say about how to change a perempuan to a Muslimah thingy. I am here, learning every single thing about perempuan and Muslimah. And it's not as easy as that. Try be into their shoes and you'll know how hard it is to change totally. You can't desperately ask for their change immediately. ...

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh. Saya ada terbaca satu blog, tentang doa yang dipohon tetapi tidak diterima. Ia bingkisan hati si penulis, yang saya sendiri tak kenal siapa. GOLONGAN YANG DIMAKBULKAN DOA MEREKA 1) Orang yang berada dalam kesusahan:- “Atau siapakah yang memperkenankan doa orang yang menderita apabila ia berdoa kepada-Nya, dan yang menghapuskan kesusahan, serta menjadikan kamu pengganti menguasai bumi? Adakah sebarang Tuhan yang lain bersama-sama Allah? Amat sedikit di antara kamu yang mengingati.” (an-Naml:62) 2) Anak soleh yang taat kepada ibu bapa:- Diriwayatkan daripada Umar r.a, bahawa baginda pernah berkata mengenai Uwais bin ‘Amir: “Aku mendengar Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda (maksudnya): “Akan datang kepada kamu Uwais bersama rombongan dari Yaman. Dia pernah ditimpa sopak lalu dia sembuh melainkan satu tempat sebesar wang satu dirham. Dia memiliki ibu yang sangat ditaatinya. Jika dia berdoa pasti Allah S.W.T akan memakbulkan, jika boleh, kamu minta...

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh. Hi semua. Kenapa tiap-tiap kali nak study econs, Mim mesti tersangkut dekat blog entah? Hai econs, please be kind to me? And Mim, please be more focus towards ur econs ya? I've just read a few bog petang tadi. Kadang-kadang bila baca blog orang, ada jugaklah rasa tak setuju terhadap beberapa perkara. First sekali, setiap orang ada pendapat dia yang tersendiri. To think it twice, yes it is. Any way, any kind. To think back my dream to be a writer, sometimes I feel nervous. To be a writer means you have to accept every criticism in every corner. But, I don't really care about that. I don't really know who are they pun. And they didn't have any single knowledge about me, kan? And I'm not that famous writer pun. Just a blogger who fall in writing? Apa-apa pun, pendapat setiap orang lain-lain, kan? Rambut maybe sama hitam, tapi hati orang lain-lain pun. So, di sepanjang perjalanan hidup kita, kita kena belaja...

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh. Okay, I know this is crazy.  Aku selalu post banyak-banyak entry dalam masa sehari kat blog novel tu ja. But this is a special entry. Alasan : Dah ngantuk baca econs. Jawapan : Cuba tengok jam dah pukul berapa? Logiklah kalau Mim dah ngantuk bila study. Hahaha. Selingan sebentar. The exact point is, ada pulak someone stalk blog saya. Hahahaha. Kantoi sudah. I don't really mind pun actually. Blog memang untuk di'stalk' pun kan. Lagipun yang stalk tu semuanya kawan2 saya. So, ada saya kisah? Anyway, she didn't just stalk, she post it on facebook also. Sila klik pada gambar untuk besarkan. I started writing when I am 9 years old. I don't know if I'm talented or not. But I just continue it because some people who read my story actually enjoy it? Anyway.... I like to daydream and I don't keep such story in mind. People sometimes ask me. How do you think the storyl...

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh. Tengah study economics sebenarnya. Tapi kalau dah buat reading tu, P=MC pun dah nampak ala-ala awan. It's normallah kalau buat reading lepas tu otak melayang. So, relax jap. Update blog, kan? Bila baca economics, kadang-kadang terfikir... This is why ekonomi sekarang jadi macam ni dan macam ni. Kenapa ada macam-macam polisi. It's all about economics. So, kadang-kadang terfikir jugak, orang yang cakap pasal polisi ni bagus, polisi ni tak bagus tu, Are they really think about it? Atau fikir ikut logik akal ja? Nothing is perfect. Semua benda yang dah dibaca tadi tu, kan... Semua poliso ada disadvantages nya. Kalau bagus gila pun, tetap ada evaluationnya. Time-costing, mahal, susah. So, nothing is perfect. Manusia pun sama macam tu. Tak ada yang Allah ciptakan perfect. Setiap kelebihan ada kekurangannya. And sebab tu kita kena sentiasa bersyukur dengan apa yang kita ada. Mungkin bila kita pandang, ada orang cantik...

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh. Paper Maths trial telah berlalu. The second last paper for A-Level. REsultnya? Alhamdulillah kot, so far so good. Mak cakap, kita kena sentiasa bersyukur dengan apa yang kita dapat. Kalau tidak, kita akan sentiasa rasa tak puas hati. But, I have the satisfaction. Although it's not the best, but it's getting better. Impian aku cuma satu sekarang. I want to do the best. Sebab at least, I know, I've tried my best Second story, I finished my novel without realising it. I really hope that I can be a writer one day. Impian aku bukanlah hanya untuk jadi seorang penulis, tetapi untuk sentuh hati dan peraaan orang lain. That is, I want to touch people's heart and feeling. I want people to know no matter how hard their life are, there is always people who suffered more. Sebab tu kita kena bersyukur. Anyway, I just want to share the feeling. But I don't know whether my wish will come true or not Dear mak and ba...

Assalamualaikum. Okay, this is so wrong. Mim, sila study maths. Tak tau kat mana silap hari ni. Sampai soalan yang senang pun boleh salah kira. Mim, esok nak exam, okay?  Sila fokus. Okay bye. Wassalam.

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh. Anyways, it's evening and I don't study in the evening. So, daripada aku tidur petang, baik aku pergi membaca sesuatu menghilangkan rasa bosan, kan? And I come forward to a blog. She's someone I know and to tell the truth, I maybe a little bit jealous at her. Hahahaha, she's not one of my best friend though. She's just someone I know, in the real world and now, in the internet. She's like totally two different girl, I don't know. What is what, I can see the answer I have ask before. Oh, Mim. Mak cakap, sebelum jealous dengan orang lain, kita kena bersyukur dulu dengan apa yang kita ada. But that's before I read her blog. And now, I know... I'm wrong. Like totally wrong. Sungguhlah Allah itu Maha Adil. Allah menciptakan manusia dengan kelebihan dan kekurangan. Setiap kelebihan yang dipunyai oleh manusia ada kekurangan untuk memastikan kita tidak sombong dengan orang lain. No, I'm not sayi...

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh... I'm just wanna ask, kenapa schedule trial aku agak twist and complicated? Sebab? Lets go through it first... 9 April 2012 9.30 - 11.15 - Pure Mathematics 12.30 - 1.45 - Statistics 11 April 2012 - Cuti Pertabalan Yang di-Pertuan Agong. 12 April 2012 2.00 - 3.00 - Econs Paper 3 18 April 2012 12.30 - 1.30 - Accounts Paper 3 19 April 2012 9.30 - 11.45 - Econs Paper 4 23 April 2012 9.30 - 11.30 - Accounts Paper 4 Firstly, aku bersyukur sebab ada gap dan ada satu lagi sebab yang tidak boleh direveal kepada public di sini. Aku bersyukur sebab aku ada alasan tanpa perlu berdolak-dalik. Masalah yang pertama : Kenapa 16 dengan 17 tak ada apa-apa paper. ada cuti apa-apa ka yang aku tak tau? Second, macam mana nak balik Bukit Selambau?? Wuuuu, nak nangis... 23 April tu hari Isnin. Esok tu confirmlah ada kelas. Nak kena tunggu the next weekends, 27 April. Tapi nak pi pesta buku jugak... Aku dalam dilemma. Tak palah...