A perfect chance

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Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.
Hi to all.
After a long day walking and satisfying my heart, I'm back to my room again.
It's now starting the term 2.
Honestly, I am kinda lazy to started the whole thing over again after a long holiday.
Mim!! Jangan jadi pemalas!!
Anyway, as far as I'm concerned, I've changed the url of my blog.
And what make I'm very happy is people stop stalking my blog.
Hah ha.
There's a reason why I change the url of my blog.
A sole reason and I hope all of these things will never happen again.
I wanna stop disliking people and stop have a bittersweet 'relationship' with a few people.
That's all.

Berbalik kepada cerita asal.
I think I should stop blogging for a while.
Tiap2 kali nak tulis blog, mesti semua ayat yang aku tak puas hati tu muncul dalam kepala otak.
I just wanna let it out tapi I know a few people will be offended.
And I'm not in the mood of offending others now.
Although they did hurt me a lot, honestly.
Not once or twice but several times.
Can't I be freed to do anything and to live on my own?
Maybe I should just have a personal diary regarding these matters.

So, let's stop talking about all the dissatisfied thing and start the story of the memories I've made in the snow.

In the middle of the town after a whole day of snowing.

The giant snowman

While waiting for the princess...

Tak nampak macam snowman sangatlah. :)

Outing to Birm 

The second snowman

The bird's trace

The snow from the window

Umbrella lagi. ("=,=)


Sejuk.....



The cat's and dog's snow

Yes, I'm guilty, I know that.
How I wish my life would be as happy as before.
How I wish I never turn 20 until forever.
But I'm 21 now.
To be an adult means my bittersweet life start.
Keep seeing the people who I didn't even want to.
Keep adapting to other people change no matter how hard it is.
And now, I will keep rebelling to THOSE people no matter what.
Keep condemning me and I will turn it to a big war.
Just wait and see.
But I'll love you all no matter what.
Because deep in my heart, once a friend, they'll be always friends.
No matter what.
A war keep a bittersweet relationship
and a bittersweet relationship may keep people closer to each other.
I hope things will turn out to be as okay as before.
No worries, people.
I'm not announcing any war.
Just to make some people out there realised that I'm conveying some messages to them.
That's all.
See you along.
Wassalam.

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